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January 24 goodbyegood bye....
You left, you left me standing and wondering
I never said goodbye because I always believed that you would be back,
I still hope sometimes that the door will open and you will walk through and hold me like you did the first day,
I need to say goodbye and remember but not hold on...
I was hurt but now realize that I shouldn't have to prove to someone that I am the best choice to be with.
as with everything you learn form your mistakes and that sometimes the best things are the ones that you have to let go of. Everyday I have missed you I have wondered why things happen the way they do... I am sorry that things didn't work out the way they we wanted them too. Really though deal with what you need to and maybe you will see what you need to see. I have so much to tell you. Telle's hockey, my work, the good times the bad times I could always talk to you about it. You know me like you know yourself. I know that when I ever see ya i won't know what to say. I know that you can make it better. Iknow that it's done. I told you I only want to see ya happy. I ment it when I said good luck. Goodbye xoxo January 13 wowits 2007 crazy shit.. hope this year brings some changes but then again you have to do something to make changes happen. They just don't take place by themselves. 3 things that i want to work on this year are 1) getting my house fixed up 2) getting my credit straight and 3) buying a car. pretty big things but pretty life impacting. I would like to buy a new car but since its the first car of my life it probaly won't be brand new. Thinking about a lancer or a focus. Finally got Telle's room painted its hot pink and blue trim. I wnat to paint mine purple and don't knwo what color trim to have ....
Plan on bloggin more to..
Later Days ppl
September 13 YoU KnOwIf you hold on to something to much and to strong does slip away. Sometimes it feels that I am lost in this world and confused. Why is it that something so right is so far away. Never felt this good in my life about something and even though its the way its suppose to be its still not the way its gonna be . Not to long now? The plans that we have made. Sitting on the deck fires inthe yard who cares if its November... It will be all good right? Everything with you has been good.
Sitting Waiting Wishing.... August 30 I MiSs YoU by JeSsIs it just me? It's all really strange August 17 okThings in my life and at my house are great... for the first time in a long time I am happy and at peace. It is a good feeling. There are things that need to take place for it to be compleate but even still its a good thing there is a plan in place....
Once I go I never look back. Once things get bad I walk away... not that hard to keep me.... August 09 haha my 2005 and five song is....
The Last little bitWell its been an eventful summer.. lots of changes for the better happening. Lots of crazy stories but you know what they are different then the ones last year just as good but in different ways.
Telle has been in swimming for the whole summer. She loves it. We went to Darmouth for the weeeknd to partake in the festivities. It was a fun time. Telle learned how to play pool...
things are good!
wanna plan a trip to Alberta sometime in the fall
I miss you, So Far away.... August 03 otherside LovE this SonGHow long how long will I slide Separate my side I don’t I don’t believe it’s bad Slit my throat It’s all I ever I heard your voice through a photograph I thought it up it brought up the past Once you know you can never go back I’ve got to take it on the otherside Centuries are what it meant to me A cemetery where I marry the sea Stranger things could never change my mind I’ve got to take it on the otherside Take it on the otherside Take it on Take it on Pour my life into a paper cup The ashtray’s full and I’m spillin’ my guts She wants to know am I still a slut I’ve got to take it on the otherside Scarlet starlet and she’s in my bed A candidate for my soul mate bled Push the trigger and pull the thread I’ve got to take it on the otherside Take it on the otherside Take it on Take it on Turn me on take me for a hard ride Burn me out leave me on the otherside I yell and tell it that It’s not my friend I tear it down I tear it down And then it’s born again How long I don’t believe it’s bad Slit my throat It’s all I ever July 31 drivingok so we have been going to the lake but you know what the drive makes me homesick funny eh been gone for years and I still call it home I took telle yesterday and we drove about and saw all the places where I used to play and the place where I used to live.... thinking about the ppl and where they are now she was amazed that i delt with cows haha something that she will never know... there is nothing better then laying in a pile a hay at the end of a hay shoot... the water was beautiful...
The call center is closed we are released from duty and paid till the 24th of August. Let the vacation begin.. July 09 The Muppet Personality Test
June 27 summerWent to the beach today... Took telle with me it was nice the sun was out and it was a day off that's luck ;0) the water was so warm but it was brown maybe cuse of the storms latley?
We made it through her first year of school I can't believe that school is over already.. doesn't take long now does it..
Big weekend in L~P comming up YEAH!! Can't wait for parlee beach on Sunday should be fun no rollin stones but still fun
June 26 randomnesswell after the green came the red and I now have black hair on top and red on bottom (LOL) its hot come on now you know you all love it ;0)
work is stressful, time to apply to the bridgewater one I think maybe I dont know I would really like to bus some tables that would be neat for the summer...
so much for the beach the weather is crappy..
Privateer's weekend next weekend beer tent, parade, PARLEE BEACH (thats not part of it thats the road trip for the concert that we are going to!!) fireworks L~P will be hopping lol YEA May 29 summer is commingYEA!! Summer is finally comming I am glad that I have such a nice day off the sun is out it's warm out.. I am changing my living room back to the way it was last summer (we have a winter and summer setting)lol so my couches can cover the heaters. I nailed all my screens back in the windows are open and the house smells good. I can't wait to hit the beach.
I decided that I should find a place to work that's not gonna close. Hopefully for everyone in L~P they find something to put in there. oh well what can you do along with everything else it happens for a reason. How cliche is that :0) May 11 dependabilityDependability what does it mean? Do you really depend on people or things in your life can you make yourself happy? Every one depends on people it’s when they let you down that you learn not to trust. And every time you learn not to trust you shut out good people that maybe will never hurt you and that you can depend on? Who knows it’s hard not to be jaded. Sometimes it’s the time that you really need someone that no one is there it’s the times that you want to come home and chat or need a hug and having a bad day…. It always works that way but you know what you don’t need people to make your own happiness! You can make your own be independent. What makes a good person what is unconditional is anything really unconditional is there any one out there that can say you can depend on me 100% Even though you seem by yourself your not there is always someone there when one door closes it opens another it might just be a crack at first but you well see it soon enough. Sometimes it’s hard to see! The old cliché everything happens for a reason right? How can you trust someone without the past to be able to trust them with. You always accept the bad over the good and therefore tend to remember the bad over the good. You can have ten good things happen but it just takes one bad one to dwell on and then you forget the good! May 02 letters to the postGot on full time at the call centerYEA!!!
I wrote a letter to Queens County times the other day and thought that I would add it to this site too... still no word on the books!
I bought something off of eBay that seemed to be doomed right from the start.
I sent the money order to the seller who lives in the United States and waited for the items (two books) to be sent to me. After waiting for a bit she replied that she can not cash the money order where she lives so she was going to send me the books and the money order on good faith that when I received it back I would send a different kind to her. A month passed and I went to the local post office and received an envelope from Canada Post. I opened it and found my money order. I went in to the counter and asked why it was like this and the very helpful clerk explained that it was found loose in the mail and that to maybe locate my books I could call the number on the bottom of the page. I did and was greeted by an automated menu that gave me an option to talk to somebody. After explaining what had happened the person on the other end was more than glad to look in the computer and see if they had been catalogued in the undeliverable mail centre. They were not. I have called this number twice and have received very satisfactory information both times. I thought that maybe the books might be floating around in the dead letter pile of the U.S. postal service and decided to call. After getting through the automated menu to talk to a customer service rep, this person replied that she didn't know how to proceed to help me. I mentioned to her about our undeliverable mail centre and she said that she wasn't sure about having a centre like that. She transferred me to another rep which was confusing because this rep didn't know much about it either. Come to find out that if I wanted to see if my books were in this pile of dead mail I would have to WRITE them! They have no number to be reached at. I was told very rudely that I had to write them! I asked if there was an emergency how do they call out. She told me that they didn't have that information. I was quite surprised after experiencing the helpful service through Canada Post that the U.S. Postal Service couldn't just look in their computer and see if they have been catalogued as being there or not. It is very frustrating in this day and age of technology too see that some places still fall behind. As of now, I am for a pigeon to send my message to the dead letter office in Atlanta, Georgia. Maybe I will let them keep it in case they want to "call" for a pizza sometime.
I LOVE CANADA!!!!!!!!! April 18 eAsterEaster went well for us the bunny found Telle and Steven and I got a basket too. Nice to have people over on saturday night good times. Things have been pretty much the same lately no excitement. Which can be good and can be bad. Telle is excited for her music festivel peice comming up I am pretty nervous about it. Cant wait to see how she does. Her class is singing in it too!
Going to dave dobson band at the fire hall on the weekend with Courtney and Marty and maybe Fran and Larry!!
April 07 personality
April 05 ToO FunnY
***You Are A Margarita Martini***
You should never: Drink and dance. The pictures will be everywhere the next morning! Your ideal party: Is loud, with good music and fun drinking games. Your drinking soulmates: Those with a Dirty Martini personality Your drinking rivals: Those with a Classic Martini personality
***You Are 72% Open Minded***
March 08 soooSo I have come to the conclusion that to be a good person you need to surround yourself with good people or at least people that make you feel good... You need to not pay attention to the bullshit around and live your life how you want to you need to not be drug into drama that has nothing to do with you
this isnt kanas anymore this is the real world people
remember if the grass is greener on the othe side then the water bill is a lot higher!! and if you can't handle the worst of me you dont deserve the best of me !!
There's my wisdom (ha ha ha ) wisdom by chicklits! March 03 Friday niteomg I have the whole weekend off crazy eh that never happens I guess. Went to bridgewater today to look for curtians and never found anything that I liked so tonight it's a quiet stay at home night with movies. For Telle I rented "Haunted Mansion" and for myself "How To Lose a Guy in Ten Days" and "Just Like Heaven" I heard they are both funny I see a chick theme happening here lol whatever thats about.
I GOT MY NOSE PIERCED. |
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